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[Mar. 12th, 2007|08:34 pm] |
everyone's fake
and sucks
and im gonna start writing again
not in here...just writing again
i gotta find myself again...and i gotta find my friends again because i lost a bunch
but fico says all i need anyway is a few people who keep me laughing and my talents and ill be good
i suppose thats true... im going to college...isnt that crazy?
its spring almost...felt like it today
i went to georgia to see my sister and went to the bar "Murphy's" and it was packed and every one was just waiting to meet every one else...and the guys from wales stripped down to their shorts and wore the shamrock banners aroudn their necks and danced on the chairs
it was pretty sweet, ya know...
i need something exciting to happen around here |
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| 2006 year survey |
[Dec. 23rd, 2006|11:56 pm] |
In 2006 I ---
[ ] stayed single [x] made out in a car [ ] kissed in the snow [x] kissed in the rain [xx] fell in love [x] had my heart broken [x] broke someone else's heart [ ] had a stalker [x] lost a friend [x] had a good relationship with someone [ ] questioned my sexual orientation [ ] came out of my closet [ ] got pregnant [ ] had an abortion [x] thought you were pregnant [xx] got married [ ] had a divorce [ ] kissed someone of the same sex [x] met someone that I will never forget [x] did something I regret [lost a love] lost my true love [xxxxx...regained it tho] lost faith in love [ ] kissed under mistletoe [ ] got a promotion [x] got a pay raise [x] changed jobs [x] lost my job [x] quit my job [ ] dated a co-worker [ ] dated my boss [ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter [x] got fired from my job [ ] got straight A's [x] met a teacher who I became friends with [ ] met a teacher who I really hate [ ] found the subject I love [x] failed a class [ ] cut class [ ] skipped school [ ] did something I was proud of [x] discovered a new talent [x] proved myself [ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class [ ] fell in love with a teacher [xxxxx] was involved in something that I will never forget [x] painted a picture [x] wrote a poem [ ] listened to music I couldnt stand [x] double dipped [ ] skinny dipped [x] went to a sleepover [ ] went to camp [ ] threw a surprise party [x] laughed till I cried [ ] laughed till I peed my pants [x] flirted with someone [x] visited a foreign country [x] visited another state [x] cooked a delicious meal [x] lost something important to me [x] got a gift I love [ ] realized something new about myself [x] dyed my hair [x] came close to losing my life [x] someone close to me died [xxx] went to a wild party [xxxxx] drank alcohol [xxxxx] got drunk [x] got arrested [ ] read a great book [x] saw a great movie [ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry [x] saw a band live or concert [x] did something that I want to tell everyone [x] experienced something new [x] made new friends [ ] found out who your real friends are [x] lied to your parents [x] snuck out [xxx] got in trouble with police [xxx] went to a party [x] had the time of your life [x] danced [x] fell out of love [x] had a crush on someone [ ] changed your sexual preference [ ] swam in a pool [ ] made a snowman [ ] went snowboarding [ ] went sledding [x] slept past 2pm [xx] got wasted in a public place [ ] got wasted in Mexico [x] told someone you like them as more than a friend [x] gone on vacation [x] gone on vacation with a friend [xxxx...i drive too much!!] driven a car [ ] played strip poker [xxxx (kush!!)] danced in the rain [ ] got in a car accident [XXXX HAHA] seen someone get in a car accident [ ] got in a fist fight [x] laughed until you couldn't breathe [x] had an amazing year [xxxxx] missed someone [x] did something you were forbidden to do [xx] snuck someone in to do "OTHER" things [ ] got hit by car [to see someone...] went to the hospital [ ] got a new pet [x] enjoyed this year overall |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|11:09 pm] |
so...i hate livejournal
but im really bored physically, but my mind is a-racin'
two of my boys are in jail...again...three really, but two that just went...and four a couple weeks ago, but anthony just came back for good...gio and vin are the two that just got sent away and it seems like it's the same shit day in and day out...kush was the worst though, when kush got sent away, i cried for months and hell, im still crying about it
i saw kush on thanksgiving and the day after thanksgiving - he came back on pass and it was really really amazing to see him - he looks very different...he has new glasses and he got sooooooooooooooooooooooo tall and manly...he grabbed my calf and his hand alone took up my entire calf...he calls me almost everyday - he's in a special program at the moment and has me on his phone list - which consists of me, his cousin and his mom
i wouldnt recommend this lifestyle to anyone, but if you're already in it - it's hard to get out of it...you begin to love these people and you will sacrifice it all just to keep them happy and it's basically just a vicious cycle of love, loss, loss, loss, love, loss, loss
love
between the drinking and the possession and the police and the fights, sometimes you just wanna sleep through it
you know how it is...maybe
things with mikey have been really, unbelievably amazing. i was just watching sex and the city and her end thought was about how so many couples look so good on the outside, but they really have so many issues...but me and mikey dont have any real issues - we get mad at eachother every once in a while but talk about it and make up right away and no matter how much our opinions differ, we still have the utmost respect for eachother and there's really nothing i would change about it at all...we have a lot of fun together and he's just my best friend and my everything
and our streets disciples were in the paper...that was pretty funny shit...cHiZzLe ToWn (haha)
FREE GIO VIN AND KUSH!!!!!!!!!!! ($10,000 bail, nuccaaaaaas) |
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